(:

i got an "A" for my monologue in drama! yaaaay meeeee.

& esmarlin got a perfect 100, & it was her first monologue evuhhhh !


awesoomenessssssssssssssssssssssss

changing yourself for other people? not cooool . not cooool @ alll.

ESPECIALLY, for a girl? hahahahah omg you're pathetic .

sooo

i have tons of shit due today.

- an article that relates to psychology for 1/2
- cervical cancer project for 3/4
- & i have to have had memorized my monologue for drama 5th.


mmm i'm more nervous about drama. i freeze up in front of people & i need to get over that.


grrrr.

consideringgggggg.

gauging my earssss, & getting a monroe piercing [:

:mind your own business

i haven't had that said to me in a while, until today.

fuckin hate that phrase '
we're human, dammmit! we're naturally nosyy, we like to ask questions and we like to know what the fuck is upp w. you & your life. wannna know why? CAUSE WE CARE.

soo maybe YOU'RE the one who should fuck off for being so hostile. mhmm'

/:

some boy in my lunch today had a seizure.
i feeel wicked bad for him. he's only a freshman too.
thing w. seizures is, that you could have em' at any given time
): hope he's feeling better .

i'm neither

right brained or left brained. we took some evaluation test about it in my psych class a couple days ago. there were 16 questions and i answered them all even w. 8's. 8 for right, 8 for left.


& only me & brandyn got that result. pretttttttttty interesting*

blahblahblahhhhhhhh

qwertyuiop
!@##$%^^&%*^(&




>.<

Paramore's new album

Brand New Eyes?

it's fucking amaaaaazing, honestly.

other than the obvious, Ignorance.

you MUST listen to

'The Only Exception' , 'Brick By Boring Brick' & 'Playing God'


<333333333 gawd, i love em'

what the fuuuuck's go0d w. my sleeping habits?

i only get 3 hours of sleep a night & it's ruining meeeeeeeeeeee.

Darrel&Elanor

= V TEAM! & bestfweends' fo evuuuuh <3

:D

she never reads, so i'm a proud pappppppa~<3




the boook she's reading is called Story Of A Girl . a booook sara lent me & it's wiiicked go00d so faaar.

s0 sara & I, hungggout w. her friend andrew, & he's like a total sk8'boarder & that whole day, before he busted his ass & hurt his leggg, he was teaching us how to sk8 (: we were doing prettty awesomeee tilll' sara halfway felll, lmao. then right after, i wanted to be pretty boss & skate down a bumpyy path. unfortunately, i fucking sk8teddd over a rock , & i "busted my asssssssssssss" according to sara. &' that wasn't the worst part .

my ipod screen cracked .




fucking bummmmer! oh welll, it still works & i had wicked fun (:


ummm, anyone wanna buy an ipod?

soo the reason why me and a certain girl aren't dating? -

"my friend amanda turned me straight"

bulllshit. that whole "you can turn straight if you really want to" crapp is so fuckingggg stupid. you CAN'T turn straight once you've gone the gay way, idgaf. like being gay isn't a choice. you can't turn it off and turn if off like a fucking light switch.

people needa start accepting they like the same sex and embrace it.
mmm

if i could, i'd take back what i did. i'd take back saturday night of 9'12'09. i'd take back the drinking, i'd take back the plans, & i'd take back the "suure i'm d!" when you told me you wanted to drink.

i'd take it all back. because we're not the same anymore, & it's my fault.


fuuuuckkk. i misss having his as one of my bestfriends. but he's being a tool. shit happpens, iguess.

dyke.

i don't pay much mind to my sexuality.
i like who i like, plain & simple

yeah, i don't really like anyone anymore. & i'm pretty happy about that. (:
like i have a "kindergarten crush" but crushes are fun .

latelyyy, i can get over people wicked quick & easily.
it's best that way. no point in putting my all into shit that won't happenm yanno?

& then there are the things i love (:

- good morning texts
- stars
- planets, the solar system in general
- acting
- fast food
- texting
- perez hilton
- humble people
- bright nail polish
- seventeen & cosmo mag's
- posters
- sweatpants & hoodies
- converse
- music
- dancing in public
- people who aren't afraid to speak their mind
- sad movies
- my friends, family & dogs
- llamas
- gay people
- older people
- teens who can drive
- tatoo's


& more shit <3

wanna know what i hate?

- juggalo's
- one worded answers
- talking on aim
- people who lose all control when they're drunk & regret their stupid choices.
- ciggarette smokers
- labels
- the term 'baggin'
- lip piercings.
- cd's
- doing chores
- when people practically beg for pic cmnts
- facebook
- twitter
- being rushed
- getting ignored
- forgetting my phone or ipod @ home.
- riding the school bus.
- walking up hills
- noticable makeup
- mind games
- when people complain that something's 'too hard'
- when people don't say 'please, thank yous or your welcomes'
- pens that aren't blue
- pencils that aren't mechanical
- people that always ask you for money
- people who wear black in the summer


& tons of other shit.

soo one of my dogs wake me upp, w. her annoying barking & i go to the living room, & i called for my other dog, ronnie. he didn't run over to me like he usually does. i check the laundry room, not there. under my bed, nope. my mom's room, brother's room, sister's room, nowhere to be found. i start panicking. i check all the doors and one of them is wide open. i freaked. it wasn't the first time my dog has ran away outside. my dog has ADHD & he's extremely hyper, which worries me. last time he did this, we couldn't find him for 3 hours. i got my sister to help me look for him around the neighboorhood. i called my dad, and he told me to keep looking till' he came back home, i didn't know where the fuuuck my mom was, & i was on the verge of tears cause i fucking love my doggggs more than life. so after about oh, 20 min of looking, my mom finally calls me :

me: hello?
mom : si, que estas pasando?
me: i can't fucking find ronnie, idk what to do!
mom : pero darlanne, el esta con migo!

now, if you're not hispanic, the last thing my mom said was 'but darlanne, he's w. me '



i wanted to shoot her.

i fucking yellled at her, and then i felt like the biggest weight just lifted off my shoulder.


mmm' apparantly, my mom took him for a walk the whole time.


-_- next time, i'm going to call my mom if i don't find my dogs.

hand sanitizer slap game

is the stupidest game i've ever heard of & ever played.


ouch niggggggggggga *

:(

soo we lost the game lastnight (10-31] * ughhhh
& so many of our players looked wiiicked dissapointed right after ]:

don't worry guys, we'll get em' next time no doubt!


- but it REALLLLY doesn't help that most of our best players are all injured this season.


mmm' i'm praying for a miracleee.

a crime is still a crime, wether it happened recently or years ago .
& rape, isn't just through intercourse.
friends aren't really your friends
and damages set hold onto your memory & heart.

jose's 'coming out' story .

Jose's Coming Out Story:

k sooo me, jose & his mom are driving in the car & whatnot & like idk, me & jose are arguing about some bulllshit , & his mom's like "don't fuck w. my baby darlanne, cause one of these days, shes gna bloww up your spot about your shit" - & i started laughinggg & idk, i kinda mentioned something about his sexuality. & his mom is like "honey, i don't care if you're gay or whatever just tell me" which made me laugh even more, & jose w. the most shaken voice says "welllll m-m-mom..." & she goes "you're gay?"
"i'm bi."
mom : "okay"
jose : "do you care?"
mom : "no, but you're going to hell"


LMAOOOO .

jose figueroa

is my niggggga. has been since 8th grade. love youuuuuu

favorite grade : 8th & 10th
least favorite grade : 7th
grade that i don't remember : none
grade that i remember the most : 8th & 10th
grade that changed me the most : 8th
grade that i had the most trouble in : 10th
grade where i was the most studious in : 9th
grade where i made most of my friends in : 7th, 8th & 10th
grade where i met my first love in : 8th
grade where i met my first infatuated crush in : 7th
grade where i HATED everyone : 9th
grade where i met someone who'd change me for the worse & better : 9th
grade where i got along w. everyone : 8th
grade that i'll never forget about : 8th



- it all goes back to 8th grade.

cooool kidz.

oh, Jenn & I SO love asking kids to let us borrow their skateboards & taking pictures w. em '.

oh & if you couldn't tell, we laauve taking picsss,especciallly w. andrea, yannno?!~

hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha

ROFLOL!



-IF ONLY YA'LL KNEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

i am embarrasing.


i dance retarded in public for all of the voke bus & David to see


lmao, someone shoot me :p - i need'a learn how to be 'normal'

so today in school, we had an assembly for some 'school rules' bullshit. i was sitting w. jenn & onaychia and they're wicked bad :p they kept booing ms steinberg & shit. everyone there was being pretty disruptive & when she said 'the freshmen and sophomores behave better than you guys' almost EVERYONE started clapping, including us. lmao oh well, i'm still immature iguess . i'm not growing up anytime sooon ;]

he finally spoke to me today.
k, maybe i took it way too seriously
but it's because i couldn't STAND him not wanting to talk to me
or even not wanting to be my friend.
but, i'm guessing we're good?
maybe not GOOD. but we're getting back to the way we were before?



- i miss having him as one of my bestfriends. i miss telling him everything & talking to him all the time. hopefully he feels the same.

H*

it was the first time i seen her since May. oh how i've missed her. she's wiiiicked cuute, mann! omg . OH! & she thinks i am toooo.

- i hate the term 'bag' . i'm so wifing (;

Taking Back Sunday - Where My Mouth Is

see, it's not like i didn't mean what i said when i said it
i'll put my money where my mouth is.
& i'll put my money where my mouth was
until i couldn't breathe through my nose


& now i'm staring at the floor
where my second life just ended
where i lost not one but two friends


yeah, i had it all.
sittin' on top of the world
but i threw it away
just to prove that i could
i put my money where my mouth is.


see, i recall quite perfectly who i was
both before & after the drugs
both before & after the drugs


i put my money where my mouth is
& i put my money where my mouth was


i got a strong will, just weak hands
& i don't know what to do with either one of them


yeah, i had it all
sittin' on top of the world
& i threw it away
just to prove that i could


i put my money where my mouth is
i put my money where my mouth is
i put my money where my mouth is


you're the knight in shining armour
with a mother & a father
you had everything, everything you needed
& it was made crystal clear, that it would not change.


yeah, i had it all
sittin' on top of the world
& i threw it away
just to prove that i could
yeah, i had it all, yeah i had it so good
but i threw it away, just to prove that i could


i put my money where my mouth is
i put my money where my mouth is
i put my money where my mouth is
yeah, i had it all.

today, was the first time i cried in front of Kate.

- Kate's my counselor.

i cried alot.

& now i have to let out the most hardest memory i have .

today, a kid threw - idk even know what it was ,@ my face. i flipped out and cursing like mad. after that, i was mad at myself. he didn't do it on purpose. he was aiming for his friend, his friend ducked & unfortunately hit me - it's wierd, i barely ever get angry. the kid probably doesn't even remember, nor care but i felt like a fucking asshole after that .


- note to self : join an anger management class if this happens again .

OH & if the kid SOMEHOW reads this, by any chance - i'm sorry .

officially back! ~ 9'12.09 :p hahah i think a 6th time's a charm? :]

i've never been in a situation like this before.
well i have, but not to this extreme.


i can't force people to talk to me.
crying, pouting, whining & getting angry won't help either.
& i can't be my usual persistant self. unfortunately.


i gotta just deal & HOPE that everything will remain how it was before.


oh man, oh man, oh man.

jerrrrrrrrkinnnn

muahaha i guess my little dearest brother does have a purpose in this world. he's a serious labeled "jerker" yuuup lmao. he jerks ALL THE TIME. watches stupid videos on jerking & since he was in my presence i picked up some of those retarded jerking techniques.


LMAO. i look retarded when i do it though xp

MY highlights of the VMA's.

i have 3

- Taylor Swift winning Best Female Video
- Lady Gaga's performance, obvvvv.
- Janet Jackson's tribute to MJ
- & Beyonce giving Tay Swift her limelight.

LOWLIGHTS? its obvvv that Kanye West is a douchebag & it broke my heart seeing the look on her face ):


lmao it sucks tho' cause its totally gna get cut out if you didn't watch it live. FYI : ALWAYS WATCH AWARDS LIVE! best shit happens there, & even the worst ;]

honestly

if i had a fucking car, i wouldn't charge my niece money . nor my "friend i've known for 3 years" - get the fuck outtta here, charging 10 dollars for gas.


when i get my mom's car for my 17th bday, anyone who needs a ride? i got you. not evennn gna charge for gas, just cause its the least i could do .

yeah, you suck ant. hopefully you never read this, uncle dearest cause although you're a dick to me, i bum rides offff you :p muahaha keeedin'

elijah alberto davis .

i l♥ you, bestfriend :) you know for a dude, you say the right things & you're pretty damn thoughtful . lmao & i know you wuvvv me toooo *

friday

mhmmmm .

hopefully something good happens before that.

but i'm not hopeful .

today in school

was so hard for me. personally & educationALLY. i couldn't focus, i missed 1.2 cause i came in late, i left 3.4 for the whole period, drama was okay, lunch was ehh, 6th was actually good & 7th period wasn't rly gooood. i didn't feel like doing anything whatsoever.


oh & i had a choice of staying home. fuck me, right?

J*

i've been thinking about him recently . & i've been wanting to show up randomly @ his house, just to see how he's doing. but i can't - i refuse . there's nothing wrong w. being friends w. your first love, right? even if he knows how madly in love you are w. him & you've cried to him alot.


i see no wrong in that. i see humiliation in that, though.

we all want what we can't have - & we strive to have it, no matter how hard or determined we have to be to reach our goal . we live for the challenge. i mean think about it, if things were so easy for us to get, we wouldn't appreciate them like we should .



- all i know is, if i had him i'd be one appreciative motherfucker . <3

my computer

was fixed by my brilliant lil' cousin ! :] well @ least for nowww ;] lmao im happppy .

was a night that i don't remember much.
i remembered getting there, & i remember who i was w.
& unfortunately i remember what i said & did.


i've realized i can't be one of those people who 'drinks the pain away' . that shits retarded & drinking's not the way to go. sure you feel all bubbly& extroverted and happy, but to the sober people, you look like an immature ass who can't control their liquor. usually, i can control my drinking & contain myself, but last night was a night that i couldn't do none of that period .



i wannna be straightedge ASAP. whatta strange night to make up w. Jenn. oh & also? you know how people show their true colors when they're scared? same as when they're drunk. some are assholes, who won't help you in need & they'll just watch you make a fool outta yourself and not even hold your hair back when you puke - not saying i puked, cause im not a puker w. alcohol . i take damn good pride on pickingup a bestfriend when she's puked all over herself & i just wish other people would do the same.


i don't regret anything lastnight. but i feel like shit.

i've been recently having dreams about me being pregnant. they're very wierd.

& it didn't help that that 16 & pregnant shit was on MTV forrrreverrr

i abs LOVE my classes this semester (: it just sucks that sem. 1 is shorter than sem. 2, but it FEELS wicked short -___- hahaha this year's gna be awesomeeeee.

drunken nights

are fun :] fuckkk it, im sixteeeeen & i don't smoke, so might as wellll get my fix on drinkiin. lmao hopefully tonight won't be like last saturday. oh mannn hahaha.

9'11

it's been 8 years & ever since that tragedy, we've been a different society & world ever since.

BEST. SONG. EVER.

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars.


idgaf what anyone says or thinks, that song is amazing.
i cry everytime i hear it ]:
<33333333

it sucks having feelings for someone who has feelings for someone else.

& it sucks even worse when your bestfriend lies to you but then tells you to 'not give up'


uhh, i have a headache - & i think i'm giving up . kaay'

YES! (:

soo guess whaaat?

i finally changed my classes today! go me! :D

lmao welll see it was like this. i came to school late today on account of i was driving and i'm a wiiiicked slow driver lmao & yeah i went into study. sitting alone ]: & i wanted to go to daniris & josh's class so0 i lied to ms blake, telling her i needed to go to the nurse & whatnot. so i did, and after that i just went to their class. it was advanced algebra & being there didn't suck. (: plus there was this cuuute senior sittin' in front row soo yeah :p haha. i stayed till 3.4 & i REALLLY desperately wanted to switch my 3.4 cause 1, i didn't need that class & 2? full of freshmen. i couldn't handle that. soo i went to guidence, & nobody was rly in theree so i went into mr ly's office & i'm like "mr, i know schedule changing is tight right now, but can i get like a note or something to go into bio 2 cause its a must" & instead, he just changed my whole schedule. i was wiiiicked stoked! i'm telling you fellow north people who read this, just go after 2nd period to guidance, talk one on one w. your guidance conselor and they got you dude. even josh did it (: i now have psych honors 1/2, bio 2 for 3/4, & drama 5th period. the only sucky thing? me & josh have 3rd lunch now ): well it's not so terrible, cause andrea's in it, but i NEVER had 3rd lunch before and its so wierd. i'll be so starving throughout the day, imma need to start bringing in little snacks and such, hahah. welllll that was basically my day.

- oh & there was a fire drill. whoopeee

elijah, daniris & i .

way back when in 8th grade, there was a time where daniris, elijah & i were all bestfriends. we still pretty much are to this day, but oh mannnnnnn. i remember daniris had a crush on elijah while he was dating her old bestfriend kim @ the time & then i developed a crush on him. i remember the first time we hung out @ her house, and i didn't wanna let him in cause i didn't like what he was wearing LMAO. & i threw a cookie @ his head while we were fighting @ it crumbled to bits & pieces everywhere. i remember where me & daniris made up a dance for him to the song 'On The Hotline' by Pretty Ricky & him thinking it was 'the shit' lololol. we were all eachother's valentines for 8th grade too. today, he unexpectedly came by daniris's house today like around 6 & i was feeling the sense of nostalgia. old times. we reminisced & for some reason, it got me prettysad. why should i be sad? i shouldn't be, but maybe i just miss the past, in general. although, the past is what fucked up my mind. uhhh i just dunnno. all i know is elijah hits me when daniris insults him. elijah hits me when i insult him. elijah hits me when i defend myself and elijah loves it when i hit daniris. lmfao, you wouldnt get it :p it's wierd. eli's one of the few boys who i really care about & respect. i loved him being w. daniris back then, too, obv cause she's like my bifff. i pretty much hooked them up so duh :p idk, it's wierd. things change, but when the 3 of us are together, i feel like it's 2006 all over again, i wonder if they feel the same :)

whats goood, first day of junior year?

ohhhh yeah, today was the first day.
i woke upp @ 4.30 am , CHYEAH 4 fucking 30! why so early? my mom goes to work @ 5.30 am, & i wanted a ridee to daniris's so yeah. last night, i only got about 3 hours of fucking sleep, since my dogs kept gnawing my at my fucking face last night. -_____- soo my alarm rang loudly at 4.30 - i got up, showered, dressed, did my hair, deoderent, yadayadayada. left the house by 5.20. got dropped off @ daniris's & she just got out the shower, soo she's like 'i thought i was picking you up?" OMFG. i couldve slept 2 hours more -_- dammmit. lol, well she took FOREVERRR to get ready, and we ended up going to school at like 7.10 ish. i guess this year they did it differently, & according to lastnames is where you go. so A-J was in the caf, so i went down there w. alicia, elijah & esmarlin. seeing everybody from the previous year before was pretty eh, wierd. hahah & seeing new faces was kinda exciting, in a way x] me & jose looked like total fools, jumping and 'yay'ing about how we made it to junior year. i finally got my schedule after ages & i was so FUCKING mad:


period 1 - study hall
period 2 - study hall
period 3.4 - social systems & justice
period 5 - study hall
period 6.7- french honors.

k let's talk about how i have 3 STUDY HALLS! i've NEVER had a study period since ive been in HS & i was hoping it stay that way. i dont get credit whatsoever, so what the eff? oh & another problem? NO REAL CLASSES. ha, sounds like a dream but NO. i NEED real classes. i need bio 2 (yes im a failure when it comes to bio), & history 2. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. having study first period was brutal, dogg. having finney & sangie there lessenes the pain, i guess. oh & while the bell rang for second period & everyone was happy to leave, i had to fucking stay for et another study hall! but my life was saved when d'aven came to the rescue! i've missssed him terribly & it was gr8 seeing him . then i sat w. brandyn & cassandra when i found out i had mr burke for a teacher. blehhhhh. it's so wierd between him & i. i mean, we have mega history, but we're not immature like we were in my freshman year. we can actually be friends w.out it being akward. i love it, cause im always gna care for him, but only as a buddy :] when that bell rang, i was freeeeeeeeeeeeee! C'wing was the location of my 3.4 class, which was odd cause i've never had a class in the C wing. when i got inside, i was literally the only person in my class' till porfi came along. i've misssed him too :] & as more people came in, well only 6 people, he would be the only person that i knew from that class. everybody was freshmen & i didn't know them whatsoever. it also got pretty uncomfortable having a former friend that i used to care about so much, text in the back of my class, just chillin' near my teacher's desk. ehh. i feel like a coward & i feel like a dick when i think about the things i've said about him, thought about him & felt about him. i wish i could talk to him, but ANYWHOOOOOO. my teacher, ms vaughn? she's wicked niiiice. i knew her from when i tried out for volleyball in freshman year. she totally helped me out alot :) she read my schedule & when she found out about my many studys & that i was a junior, she offered me her psych class for 1.2 honors. so i jumped quick on that ship :p after that was lunch. 2nd, to be exact. omfg, it was packed duuuude. luckily daniris, kim, alicia, demetria & jose were in my lunch :D my 5th period study? i love it :) i surround myself w. allison & danielle, because they're amazing, duh & cause i talked to them the most . plus, having mr gallicia for a teeacher again, 3rd year in a row? doesn't suck whatsoever :) oh & lemmme just say my 6.7 french? i nearly died of boredom in that fucking class. wicked torture. hahah, but half of my old french crew is in that shit w. me (taylor, jose, jackie) (: plus, i knew mostly everyone in that class. hahahaha funniest shit ever? taylor's friend vanessa leaves her phone w. taylor (big mistake), tay calls her mom for whatever reason, idk how the fuck this happened but during some type of picture lesson about france, it goes on speaker, dialing practically every number from the phonebook, & it dialed her mom's numberrr. her mom's like "HELLLO HELLLO?! WHO THE FUCK IS THIS?!" me & desirae were straight dyyyyyyyyyying dude, while mr bowers is bitching & threatning to send a referro hahahah oh man, tay turn redder than a cherry. it made my day :p



i'm changing 2 of my studies & my 3.4 for some REAL classes. i was a fuck up for 10th grade. i did amazing for 9th, but i failed bio. failing bio 2 years in a row? not good. this is the year colleges look at. i HAVE to do wonderful & i NEED a scholarship for college. i'm striving for better this year.

it sucks how i have no type of classes w. my bestfriends ): maybe its better for me? it's like this:
when i have classes w. my close friends, i slack. when i don't & i have classes w. people i hate, i slack & i skip that class, because of my fears. fuck that. im not skipping anymore. im dealing w. my problems. not like i hate anyone in my classes, but yeah. i need a balance of friends & no friends, to keep me focused.


after school daniris & i walked home, but stopped @ DD's on the way. we talked about how it's possible for us to have a 'falling out' & become distant, since we have no classes together, but we'll try our hardest to not let that happen. we also talked about what we wanna accomplish this year, school wise, friend wise & yes, relationship wise. it was really insightful & i thought alot about this year, more than any year. i've never wanted to do so good in school, as i do w. my junior year.

& drama this year? not gonna happen, imma make sure of that. lately i've been having an epiphany. like, i used to hate so many people 10th grade, wish terrible things upon them, & just be rude about em. i'm done w. all of that. i can't take back some of the things i've said or done to people, but i can mature from it, which is what im doing. you wanna talk shit about me? k. talk thru status's tryna hurt my feelings, joking on the way i look? so be it. wanna confront me about some bullshit in front of the school, instead of pulling me aside like a mature human being? do it. i'm fearless this year, & i could give 2 shits about drama. i'm focused this year & i'm done w. the immature bullshit .

ahhhhhhhhhhh

it's September 1st, 2009. you already know what THAT means.





it means TOMORRROW, is the first day of school.
shit. - ugh, like wtf man. June went by pretty slow, & July? ha! it was like slow jammin'! & i did NOT complain @ all! but August? sheeesh, wasn't yesterday August 1st? ugh. i did a fair amount of school shopping, but i didn't get alot of school supplies this year ): i have this theory : before school starts, we ALL od on the school supplies. (well i do) & i buy a ton of shit i THINK i need, & when i'm in class the first day & they give us a list of what he needs, it's TOTALLLY different to what i bought. so this year, i'm waiting till' the end of the week to buy what i need. smart thinking, Darlanne ! :) ahh i'm officially a J U N I O R. man, that sounds good to say . my best friend Andrea's a senior, & she'll be leaving me soon ): i don't wanna think about it. i wanna spend her last year together . but me, Daniris & Josh are sticking together, since we are the youngest in the group, lol . welll it's 9:39 & uhh i should be straightening my hair. gaah, nervous! byeeeee'!


- PS. i know i haven't blogged alot in Aug. my internet was a total bitch this month. now it's back & strong , so expect me blogggging endlessly like i did when i first started ;)