longest blog ever

it's 7:34 pm. i'm listening to 'lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking off her clothes' by patd.
let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster.
i had to say it. i'm wicked mad that they dropped the exclamation point in their name. that fucking exclamation point made the different. hmph .
danceeeeeeeeeeeee to thissssss beat, danceeeeeee to this beaaaaat, danceeeee to this beeeeeeatt<3>:/ thank god i made it in time. hah see i CAN run when i need to . but anywayss, and the city bus drops me offf at city hall at like 6.25, i wait till' 6.35, which is when the number 15 bus comes, the bus driver always spends about 10 min. kissing his gf always and he finallly hauls ass at like 6.45, we go by andrea's, she gets on the bus & we walk up the hill to schoool and get there around 7 ish? yep yepppp fun shit. and then after schoool, i always walk home w. her & d'aven. yeah we used to roll deep when it came to walking home but everyone's doing their own shit sooo yup us 3 :] & lately my new friend matt's been accompanying us, which is pretty sweeeet. yeah, i feel like i have no friends whatsoever. i mean, i obvvv have the people i walk home w. cause i wouldn't walk home w. non friends, yanno? anyways, like i used to have TONSSSSSSSSSS of friends freshman year. i was always the type of person to have tons of friends from like different groups or whatever but now? idk like i haven't talked to my other bestfriend daniris in like 3 days & she wasn't in schoool today, like our old crew, which consisted of me, andrea, josh, daniris, d'aven, demetria, alicia, kim, tamara, elijah & sometimes esmarlin? we've all gone our own ways. i'm forever w. andrea, like 24/7. josh moved ]: i walk home w. d'aven everyday, umm daniris has cheerleading so she's not always around, jenn & priscilla are like conjoined by the fucking booob, alicia's bestfriends w. priscilla now and i barely see her, demetria works all the time, and tamara & elijah got their own shit but i still remain pb&j w. elijah. oh & obvvvvvi esmarlin's my bloood so we're kinda supposed to be close :p haha the song 'snap ya fingaz' just ended. lol i remember for my 7th grade semi, this song played and of course everyone was like 'OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" hahahahaha. urgh but yeahnmy shoulder hurts, but im gna keep writing because my internet's not working and i NEED to write. like writing? second passion, other than acting. like i just have to write. eriefanr.ekt lvwnsorry. ugh my foot's asleeep and i'm looking at the bowl of rice that i put 'nessa's ipod and camera in. ha, i rly hope her stuff works when i check in the morning, yannno? i swear they need to make tighter like caps for water bottles. /: my dogs, minnie & ronnie, are like fighting on my bed. i swearrr to god it's a chu wa wa thing but they're constantly fucking sneeezing when they fight. it's hilarious. minnie neeeds braces, honestly haha when she gets mad, her overbite goes thru her lips and it's not cute x) now i'm listening to vannna. omg i'm so seeing their show on the 1st, don't careeeeeeee.
sunlight, sunshine - all for you my daisy :D man, the maine are siiiickk.
so whats g00d w. EVERYONE FUCKING WEARING VANS NOW?!in all honestly, nobody wore them 2 years ago! like i'm not even talking about the old school cool ones, but like the one's @ journey's that everyone has! the red ones, navy blue ones like wtf? my bestfriend andrea used to wear vans & she got picked on for that, cause fucking phat farm & like nike's were the shit back then. man fucka posers. ha kisss my assss . so i've made a vow to NOT buy vans, because everyone has that. i hate dressing like everyone else, having what everyone has. it's like a pride thing w. me. i wannna be different, yannno? i hate listening to the newest music, too! like idk its wierdddd. omg omg omg my fav song is playing! (fake it by seeether) :) i have over a thousand fav songs, like in all honesty. i have exactly 2,937 songs on my ipod. i filled it all up & now i'm gunning for the 64 gig itouch. 400 dollars though /: this is why a job? something i neeed. i'm just waiting for my fucking interview for wendy's. like i hate lame people who are always like " i will never stooop low to work @ mickey ds" like dude get over it, it's money. i'd rather be non broke, yannno? i say yannno alot. especially badass. especially when i see anthony? oh man, total badasss. i have to say like 20 'badass'es in one sentence, yanno? dude i was reading his about me like 2 days ago & that shit had me fucking rollllllllllllling! oh man. i have no life, i swear but i'm going to write till' my carpal tunnel gets worse or it hits 12, cause i have to get my hw done sometime, right? dime que vamos hacer, si sabes que tu querpo a mi, me llamas ? ;)
wannnnnnnnnnnnnna know what that meanssssssssssss?! "tell me what we're gna do, when you realize that your body's calling me"or something like that. fucka spanish, even tho it's my native tounge :p
man, im sooo glad ms lupafya's ass is preggo cause' i've noticed the inhouses this year are at a minimum and lately she's only been giving me detentions for cuttting. up top!

dude, i love my spanish class. no lie. it's my fav classss. hhah don't ask whyyy but it is. maybe the atmosphere, being around my fav teacher, the kids are cooool & yeah it's just chilll. being a TA sucks sometimes though, cause i ALWAYS have to get up and doing something, i mean thats what i want but not like every 5 seconds, yannno? :p . but i don't mind as long as people are happpy. let's seeee . allison's in that classs & so is max :) they TA w. me. i've known alllison since my 8th grade year. we didn't rly talk up till' my freshman year. she's wicked sweet, like i swear to god. i admire her cause her style? so unique! she should've been born in the 50's. she's so classy. i talk the most w. max in that classs. i didn't meet him until this year & he's wiiiiiiiicked chilll man! like omg i think he's so sweeet and hilarious omg he's the reason i get bitched at by mr galicia. oh & today? he lemme sit on the rolly spinny chair & he never gives it to me :D i was s0happpppppy! but yeah he's just awesome like idgaf, if he were to ever get kicked out of that class, which would never happen but i would be wicked sad, honestly. who else is in that classsss ummm betsy! i've known her since i was 5 cause we used to go to the same church, but after i hit like idk 11, i didn't wanna go anymore cause church bored the fuck outtta me & yeah. she's kinda annoying but i have respect for herrrrr & she's chill sometimes lol. uhhh doms is there toooooo. i swear i like adore his hair! i touched it today & it's wicked thick omg! he's so adorable tooo and like his drawings are wicked sickkk! like it astonishes me how goood they are. when i went to sara's house & seeen the picture he drew her hanging on her walll, i got wicked jealous lol i wish i could fucking drawww like that! but yeah he's so cooool :) mike keefe's in there & i have like most of all my classses w. him and he said the cutest thing about me couple days ago! i guess cause when i skipped 3.4, he told daniris that he was mad at me for skippping cause i guess he missed me or something. awh! :D he's my niggggggggaaaaaa. oh mann my bbydolll shannon was in spanish today, i almost forgot! ha just hadda say that. she's the cutest thing ever :) uhh oh derrick's in that classs and him and shannon are so cute together! chris is thereee too and he randomly tells me to shut up sometimes and i can never tell if he's kidding or being serious until he tellls me lmao. tom is tooo and honestly, i get scared talking to him sometimes, just for the simple fact that we hated eachother at one point in middle school & it was my fault. but he's wicked nice to me now which i'm not complaining about! but yeah, lately mr galicia has been being a total douche to me! like i know i'm loud but wtf? i was born w. a mouth and i should be able to use it orallly!
that.sounded.so.bad. i meant talking wise, obvvvvvvvvvvv. ugh and i know if somebody reads this, they were thinking (that's what she said)it's 8:15 & i doubt that i've been writing this long but who am i to argue w. the clock?
the nicest man i ever met was more malicious than malcontent. yeah, he taught me how to hold my tounge & wait to strike while their backs were turned -TBS ALLL THE WAY<3333333>.< it's fine. i'll just keeep writing.
i've been sleeping alot lately. you ever notice that when we have shitty days, we LOVE sleeping? i honestly hate having bad days. you just feel like it's everyone against you, and you just hate fucking everything & everyone. you wannna hide forever. like crawl in a ditch and hope someone never finds you. and like while your sleeping, it's like a form of death. we're not rly existing when we sleeep. we're in peace and we're far away from the problems. waking up, actually is the problem. you feel worse when you wake up. this has been the worst month of this year, which is terrible cause october's my fav month, but ehhh /: shit happens.
& i am to the point where i don't even wanna know where you are & where youre going baby ouuuuuuuu.same old storyyyy.
isn't it crazy how we can memorize so many songs, have it stored in memory & it like never leaves our head. it's so amazing. i love psychology and how our brains and body work.
shit. this year, if i rly wanna, i can go to prom. i have like almost nobody in mind who could be a potential prom date. welll i do, but ugh. lemmme not even think about prom.i used to have this strong theory lastyear that we're all robots. don't ask, but i did.
rome wasn't built in a day. i lack patience and i need that.
i'm on the phone w. daniris now. i've misssed her! oh mannn . i'm wearing the comfiest pants evuhhhhh!
i'm wickedddd tired lately. it's 9:45 . anddd i think i shoulddd stop writing. buuuuut idk.
now im on the phone w. sara. it's 10:47 . and she's mad about something. i hate when she's mad.

man fuck this. i hate this day. so bad. i'll stop this here.

fucking attitude's lately. like whats up w. that? ugh.

oh & now i find out that andrea brought me home the biggest blt sandwich and i wasn't there obvvi to eat it

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man, i just wannnnna sleeeeep/ bye