tuesday was a pretty chilll day :] soo at 3 i went to my meeting w. my counselor Kate. she's wicked awesome, like and she's not one of those old' lame counselors who pretends to know what im going thru, like she actually gets me & strives to help me better myself :] so we did our usual chats & this time, we meditated for the first time & as first i was LMAO cause i never meditated before and it was akward soo yeah haha. but like it rly' felt gooood to meditate . like idk, its so soothing & i get a sense of clarity. call me lame but imma be like ghandi when it comes to meditatiing :] hahah - and then after i went to andrea's housee & chilllled , but then we got a tas bored so we went to DJ's , got tons of snacks and then we went to the park . and soo we sat on the reiling for some lame reason cause andrea didnt wanna go on the benches, bahaha so then she went to tie her hair & put her chips on the floor and the wind blew and blew almost all her chips away ! LMAOOO i was rollllling'!



& then she tried to pick em back up bahahaha i love it!

soo after minutes of convinceing her, we sit on the benches & we're just talking about almost everyone, when i get into the subject of a certain boy i like and how i think his girlfriend hates me lolll and then andrea makes a random joke & i start dying and i turn around, and there goes his girlfriend walking in the park w. her whole motherfacking fam, grilllllllllllllllling meeeee. oh man! my eyes got huuuge cause i was lyk WTF? i was JUST talking about her hahahah and me and andrea were just laughingggg outta shocknessss x) and so she leaves after 2 min, which was pointless for her to even walk in the park and soo andrea just looks at me and says "should we follow em?" and im like " shit yeah!" i mean we had nothing better to do so why not? lmfao so we're on the other sidewalk, walking beside them and it was soo funnny cause it was like a family of fuckang 6 and they stopped to cross the st and the whole fam stopped and looked right then left then right then left and walked alll in like unison hahahah it was hilariousss! but we lost em' when we stubled across our friend angel & his other friend daranna, so we chatted for a few :] & said our goooodbye's lol and we walked past the park & OMFG they tore it down!

it was the most depressing thing of the day ]: our childhood parque! ugh, shattered to smithereens lmao . shit . soo yeah then we head to jenns hosue for a bit, which was akward cause she kept tellin us to not be scared of her mom, but dood' she's a scary woman lolll . so we left and went to hanggg w. our old pal jonathan and his new fuck buddy sarah bahahha ;] kiddding but yeah loll which was pretty funny cause we heard them rap & it was pretty horrible hahah and she was babysitting some friends pup and it was so small/cute omfg i wanted to robb it cause ' it looked so miserable being w. sarah and he was all crying and shit ): lmao and sarah repetedly tells me ' dont put himon the bed' cause he pees everywhere, but i put him down for a second to scratch my back (lmao) and he automatically fucking pees all over her sheets. soo embarrasing for her! hahah i couldnt stop apologizing x) omfg the thing i love about being w. andrea, is that we both share our love of akwardnesses so its awesome :] - it was a longgggg day , & i spent it w. my broo :)