ourr plaaaan;*

soo lately, esmarlin has been feeling pretty insecure bout' her weight. don't ask why, cause this bitch has been skinny all our lives - i was the curvy one and she was the 'model' type. (dick) lmao andddd now ever since she got a tad baby fat, she thinks shes obese (all her life shes had fast metabolism and all her years of eating recklessly has caught up to the hoee) bahah but yeah so she's like making it her mission to lose some pounds - myself, on the other hand, have always been alright w. my body . let's see, i dont have much arm fat, i have a tummmy, i have an ass, and i have huge boobs. plus my thighs are the main reason why im a size 16 in jeans (YEEEEAAAAH) and my calfs are..eh wierd - but idk, the fact that im a 16 in jeans and i can barely ever find cute ones my size, kinda makes me feel like a whale sometimes - i mean i know im not fat, but im not skinny either . im like, chubbbby iguess. but yeaah soo esmarlin'sbody is the total oppposite. like we're almost the same height (she's about 5'71/2 & im 5'6) and she's rly thin' im talking nice thin thighs, legs, and no bum :] lmao but seriously, like esmarlin could be a model in a heartbeaat buuuuut her body image is wierd soo we're both going to Virginia on 7.12 soo her plan's this : every morning, we wake up around 6 to do some stretching/yoga, then at 7 we start jogging around the navy base, cause thats where our aunt lives and we do some workout tapesafter that. like she's rly' dedicated & i sorta am too . i have no motivation when it comes to excersize cause im lazy as fuck and would rather eat a whole box of pizza then walk around the block. ew right? welll enough is enough! i would loooove to find some cute jeans and feel good about myself. i REFUSE to lose wight on my butt or thighs causeee i love em' but i do wanna tone & trim fat off my legs, arms, love handles and hipssss. toughshit but i wanna do it =] esmarlin wants to work on her barely there stomach, arms, thighs & legs - almost the same as me . so yeah we're runnnning this shit man :] can't wait for sex bodies ;D