Wednesday, July 8, 2009

i fucking hate this line! rejection, acting on things & being brave

i've been watching alot of shows and movies lately, all gay related & every fucking time someone tries coming' out to like their parents or friends, & when they dont approve their sexuality , this is the line they say

"we all have feelings for our friends, but that doesn't mean we should act on em"

or something like that.

BULLLLSHIT.!

i mean, why shouldn't you act on your feelings? whats so bad about it, ya know? im not even talking about gay/lesbian/bi people, im talking about in general dood. if you have a strong feeling about something, too strong to ignore, go afuckinghead! go for it! - take that chance. everytime i like soembody, my ass tells them, even if i feel like theyre outta my leaugue because i rather know the truth than sit & wonder like an idiot " what if" ya know? like ugh! pisses me offff! thats why closeted people and chicken shit scared people disgust me. if you're gay, fucking rep that shit! like i know people are scared, because society is unaccepting of gay/lesbian people, especially towards transgendered too , but dont fucking say you're straight AND bash gay people. i know tons of bitches like that and i wannna honestly smack em ' like w. me? k, im not saying im gay, nor straight cause honestly im one of those people who doesnt allow themselves to be labeled - im a fucking person, and i like what i like. but like damn, all im saying is people should ALWAYS act on how they feel when it comes to relationships/love. like i hate those people who are scared of rejection, like WTF we're not in the 5th grade ya know, grow the fuck up, grow some balls, also & just let it outtt . yeah rejection sucks hardcore, but wtf can you do? take it from someone whos been rejected tons of times, you get immune to it when it happens over & over (; lmao. here's what to do when you get rejected :

* make a joke out of it
*don't take it seriously, and act like it doesn't bother you
*DON'T CRY IN FRONT OF THEM.
* dont speak to em' for like 2 days, and then when you talk to them, act like nothing ever happened.
* DONT MAKE IT AKWARDDDDDDDD.
* don't bring up the situation, unless they do or unless they're acting like a jerk


when i liked a girl for the first time, i told her. (actually, she found out and confronted me about it, and i couldnt say no, lmao) but nevertheless i sorta told her . she didnt return those feelings but im glad she knew, when i told the boy i loved how i felt, it hurt like a bitch, especially when i cried in his bathroom and i could barely speak - but, i never feel stupid at all. i feel always relieved and proud that i had the cojones to take a chance. people, just fucking live and not think, k? (;

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