i thought i was having a bombbb day

shit's just not going g00d for me today. i had the best day ever, until some bullshit drama surfaced. it's just shocks me how i try doing the 'right thing', trying to save a friend from heartbreak + he doesn't even know wether to believe me or not

+ some other shit. my bestfriend & my close friend aren't friends anymore. shit's gna hit the fan reeeeal sooon & i know my ass is gna be in the middle of is. i always am. sighs*

[P*17]

everyone's all down w. this team 23, team 24, team looney tooons, team shine bullshit + i'm like FUCKKKKKKKKK THAAAAAT ;] hahh no disrespect to my gaiii friends who are in it - but haay, me + andrea are in something way better!

P*17 doggggggggggggggggg! :]

you already know dude. hahahaha it's not even rly' a group, team or anything. shit, it's me amber + andrea dude .

DC niggggggggga =]

we went to washington dc todaay =] first we like drove to some train station, where the trolley was gna pick us up @ . it was coming at like, 1 30ish and it was about 1 soo we a8' mickey d's + walked around. when it was 1.30 the shit was parked outside & it was soo wierd cause it was liiike idk, a boat/bus haha it had tons of ducks on it tooo x) lmao it was a "quacker bus" ha don't ask. it was packed dude! i sat w. my cousin shary , while esmarlin on the other hand, sat w. some overweight woman hahah. we toook like a 2 hour tour to EVEYWHERE in washington. we seen the washington monument, lincoln monument, or memorial ha idk, & like museums + shit and memorials for like world war dos and whatnot. + the radest thing? OBVVVVVVVV the white house dude! lmao it gave me the chills seeing it in person ;] the bus ride was amaazing. like it was blazingggg hot, but it was a grrr8' weather & then right when it turned to a boat + we went thru water, it started sprinkling rain. i'm like 'okaay, as long as it's not pouring'. then it starts pouring! & i'm like 'well it could be worse.' & then it starts pouring AND getting o.d windy dude! we had to bringg out the yellow slickers and shit hahaha. it was too funny though ' . we were soaked after the rideeee. when we went back to the train station, i got mad shit for my family + i bought me and esmarlin some jewlery. hahaha okaay so there was this azn lady who worked at the store we got our jewlery from + like total, it cost 12.65 + i guess mistakenly i onlii gave her 11.70, so im like 'okay, ill just put these earrings back' & she's like "noooooo, you ah, you ah give ah me less. yu wun dolla less short. i neeed dolla" & i'm like "no i'll just put it back , cause i don't have the money" & she like basically says 'fuck you' to what i said & starts counting my change like "waaaan... tuuu.... treeeee." up until fucking 70! lmao me + esmarlin tried so hard not to laugh cause it was ridiculous + we were there at the counter for a goood 10 min! and i was a litttle louder this time, saying 'ma'am, im putting the earrings back okay?" & shes like "ohhhh ohhhkaaaay guuuuuud tank you" w. the biggest smile + she was sooo clueless! bahahahahaha she was hilarious tho' - & then we had like the half an hour car ridee home + now i'm p00ped! but this was legit the funnesy day i've had so far :]

hahahh

me: hey since we're in P*17 , you know what song we should put on our page?


andrea: oh god, what?


me: '17 forever' :D


andrea: darlanne shut up, you're still '16 at war'

i get it now!

i know what that quote "you can't have your cake & eat it too" means!

example: say there's this dude. and he has a girlfriend. and the motherfucker is cheating on her w. 'his mistress' lmao + the girlfriend finds outt & he still rly loves the girlfriend but wants to be w. the mistress + she leaves his ass.

it's like you can't have the girlfriend + still fuck around w. the whore. you gotta be willing to give something up in order to gain something.


coool beans

tmrwwww

me , cousins + aunt/uncle are headinggg off to washington d.c for a trippp =] kinda stoked. hopefully i happen to see obama walking down the st. oh how i wish ;]

big girl, you are beauuuutiful .

i h8' going on the scale. i feel even more fatter when i do so.

fuck it. i'm not skinny. nor will i ever be. fuck excersize mannn . i'll continue to beast on foood, stick to my size 15 jeans + have people rub my buddah bellay.

plus, i like my curves ;)