diabetes

you wouldn't get it

2s!

i'm SO close to my goal size (half inch), i can feeel it in da l0bez! it's gunna hurt like a bitch when i stretch to 0s o.o

today

was sucky. i always hate the day of school after vacations. i didn't wanna do any work whatsoever, yannno? >.<

vacation

was interesting. *&%^$# hm.
school > vacation, these days.

i've come to realize

no matter how guyish i am, or how non-girly my characteristics are, i should NEVER have to change myself for attention of the opposite (or same) sex. yeah i skateboard and bust my ass alot, yeah i belch loudly everytime i drink coke, and yeah the words 'dude, man or dawg' come out of my mouth almost every minute. but I LOVE the way i am. and if you can't, then your loss, BRO.

Daniris

-maybe we won't get back to the way we were 3 months ago, but just knowing i can still call you up and talk to you when i feel so alone, it means more to me than just some label of friendship.

'10

new year, wuuuuts g00d? i watched the balll drop over the phone with 'nessa pie :] ahaha she was my new years kissss :* welll, i know every year, i always say "this is gunna be MY YEAR" & it ends up NOT being my year. why? cause i build it up to be sucha grr8 year, so yannno what? 2010 is just a new year, and it probably won't be "my year" and that's ohkai! all i know is i'm doing a buncha shit to myself this year, physicalllly so that'll be change, i guess. i hate when people are like "new year, new me" naw. physicallly, it'll be a new me, but overall? i'm still the same ol' Darlanne Fernandez, who's clumsy as shit, and who cries at everything and who prefers being home as opposed to being in public. idk. it's twenty ten & i'm graduating in a year. let's see how shit goes yannnnnnnnnnno?

& btw, i spent my new years at home, eating Wings, sick as fuck. & now i'm on the phizzzone with esmarlin, reminiscing about 09 memories. awesome! oh & i hate new years eve anyways x]